Thursday, December 23, 2010

Thursday - The Problem of Pain (or Good vs. Bad Pain)

We my sleep from Wednesday to Thursday morning was another night of excruciating pain only during last night's sleep i was awoken on two separate occasions.  Last night again i when i was awoken in the middle of my sleep i was amazed to discover that my cock was so fully erect that it was squeezing out from the sides of the rings that make up the Spike Cage chastity device.  i am finding that when i get this hard that it is virtually impossible to make my self relax very quickly at all, especially as i contemplate how much fun Mistress Christine is going to have with me when i am permanently locked into this device with her as my ONLY key holder!  i think it was the second time that i was awoken by the pain that i was again flat on my stomach and again i could not stop thinking about the fact that Mistress Christine has already promised me lots and lots of time with me in that exact same position with my mouth locked on her sweet pussy as i eat her for several hours.  i know that oral worship always makes me rock hard and i often orgasm just from eating pussy!  When i think about all that while i am locked into this prison of pain and denial i know that Mistress Christine will have me EXACTLY where she wants me, me locked in my own world of pain and at the same time Mistress Christine soaking in the wonderful world of pleasure as my tongue works its magic in hours of oral worship.  The pain that i experience like this each night is the "Good" pain because it is the kind of pain that is directed at making me a better slave.  So as i contemplate what i suffer through each night as i try to sleep, i know and gain insight into how Mistress Christine will derive great pleasure from using my own sexuality against me! i know that each night what i suffer is a foretaste of what i will ultimately endure routinely for Mistress Christine.

Then there is the problem of the "Bad" pain.  As i spend more and more time locked inside the Spike Cage  chastity device, i am learning a lot about the pros and cons of this device.  What i can say is this.  i have had the CB-1000, CB-2000, CB-3000 and finally the CB-6000 and now the Spike Cage chastity device.  i had issues with all of the CB series of devices and now i have some issues with the Spike Cage device as well.  But there is one major difference between the Spike Cage device and the CB-x000 series of devices.  The Spike Cage device is an excellent design and far superior to the CB-x000 series.  It was designed to last forever and that has never been my experience with the CB-x000 series of devices.  Perhaps it is because i am fairly well endowed and i just put too much pressure on the plastic devices that they have all broken on me at one point or another!  The problem that i have with the Spike Cage device is not the design of the device, but rather the sub-standard workmanship of the device.  i have discovered that it is possible to correct the workmanship issues and when that has been accomplished, i will have a chastity device that can be worn 7/24/365 or as controlled by Mistress Christine as she sees fit!  Some of the steps i have taken i have already documented in an earlier post where i talked about adding the vinyl tubing onto the locking ring that goes behind my balls.  That was necessary because of the sharp edges on the stainless steel rings that it is made out of.  Well today i took another approach to correcting the situation.  i found that where the rings attach to the let's call it a "backbone," the stainless steel "loop" that runs straight down the length of the cock on the top and bottom and is used to link all 7 of the rings that form the Spike Cage.  Each of the places where the rings join the backbone, there is a weld and that weld is NOT smooth at all and it is not even flush therefore, in addition to the sharp edges of the rings, there are also sharp little corners where the pieces are welded together.  Another issue is that all of the stainless steel has never been sanded, or tumbled in a bead polishing unit because each ring has very wavy surfaces from the original machining process.  This is apparent especially for the first ring of the Spike Cage that traps the balls in place.  All of those sharp edges and corners make it very difficult to just sit in a chair or to walk without some significant pinching and even some cutting of the skin and this is all of the "Bad" pain that i have experienced the past few days.  tonight i took time to try filling down the edges of the first ring to see how that will affect the wearing of the Spike Cage chastity device on a day-in, day-out basis.  Once the ring was filed down to make the edges and the welds smooth, i then took some 320 grit emery cloth and sanded and burnished the edges of the ring.  This evening Mistress Christine and i talked about other courses of action that i can take to further resolve this issue if the steps taken to date do not suffice.  What we both agreed on, although only Mistress Christine had the final say, was that i will dip the first ring along with the locking ring into Plasti-Dip to smooth out each edge of the device.  We furthermore decided that the color of the Plasti-Dip material will be blue to match the color that my balls will most certainly obtain when i have been locked up for several weeks and especially if Mistress Christine uses a lot of tease and denial on me, which i have every reason to believe that She will, because She has already told me that such teasing is a favorite activity of Hers!  So if tonight's work does not do the trick it will be off to the hardware store to buy a can of blue Plasti-Dip for application to the two rings that i have been discussing in my blog.  So now it is off to bed and we will see what another night in the Spike Cage will be like.  i guess at this point only time will tell so it is time to head off to bed and see!

1 comment: