Thursday, December 30, 2010
Getting frustrated and still not in the jaws of the Iron Maiden
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Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Just another hum-drum day
Dear readers and Mistress Christine,
Today was just another ordinary day. i must admit that i do and do not miss being locked into the Iron Maiden for a couple of reasons. First and foremost i miss being locked up because when i am locked up i know that it pleases my Mistress Christine, and i love doing things that make Her happy and proud of me. i also feel much closer to Mistress Christine when i am locked up securely in the Iron Maiden. It also reminds me of what part of my live will be like when i am permanently owned by Mistress Christine once and for all.
What i do not miss about not being locked inside the Iron Maiden is the discomfort that i endure when i am doing normal activitiew, like walking or just sitting in my chair at work or here at my computer at home. There is just always some level of discomfort that makes me move in my seat or trying to make sure that the Iron Maiden is in as neutral position as possible to minimize the discomfort. And then of course there is the overwhelming pain that accompanies getting a substantial erection! That is a real issue to contend with. i also find it somewhat ironic that i seem to get MORE erections when i am locked securely inside the Iron Maiden then when i am not. i am sure that has something to do with the fact that when i am tightly locked up, i am much more closely relating to how i will be totally under the power of Mistress Christine as i serve as Her slave and pain slut! Even though i have only had the Iron Maiden for just over a week now, i have already developed a "Love/hate" relationship with it. i do truly love the way that it makes me feel so much closer to Mistress Christine while at the same time i hate the fact that whenever i get an erection especially when i am sleeping face down, i cannot help myself to keep from pressing the Iron Maiden into the mattress and thus further adding to the pain which eventually leads to me actually trying to make love to the Iron Maiden!
So as i sit here tonight i am sad and disappointed that i am not currently able to be locked into the device. However there is something good happening that will rectify that within the next day or two. i am driving to work tomorrow and that will allow me to stop and try to get a can of blue Plasti-Dip so that can finish making the first ring of the Iron Maiden smooter and less likely to pinch and grab or even abrade my ball sack into an open wound like in the picture on my blog from a couple of days ago. So hopefully within the next couple of days, depending upon how long it takes to dry and adequately encase that ring, i will be able to be locked back inside the Iron Maiden to continue my chasitiy for Mistress Christine!
Today was just another ordinary day. i must admit that i do and do not miss being locked into the Iron Maiden for a couple of reasons. First and foremost i miss being locked up because when i am locked up i know that it pleases my Mistress Christine, and i love doing things that make Her happy and proud of me. i also feel much closer to Mistress Christine when i am locked up securely in the Iron Maiden. It also reminds me of what part of my live will be like when i am permanently owned by Mistress Christine once and for all.
What i do not miss about not being locked inside the Iron Maiden is the discomfort that i endure when i am doing normal activitiew, like walking or just sitting in my chair at work or here at my computer at home. There is just always some level of discomfort that makes me move in my seat or trying to make sure that the Iron Maiden is in as neutral position as possible to minimize the discomfort. And then of course there is the overwhelming pain that accompanies getting a substantial erection! That is a real issue to contend with. i also find it somewhat ironic that i seem to get MORE erections when i am locked securely inside the Iron Maiden then when i am not. i am sure that has something to do with the fact that when i am tightly locked up, i am much more closely relating to how i will be totally under the power of Mistress Christine as i serve as Her slave and pain slut! Even though i have only had the Iron Maiden for just over a week now, i have already developed a "Love/hate" relationship with it. i do truly love the way that it makes me feel so much closer to Mistress Christine while at the same time i hate the fact that whenever i get an erection especially when i am sleeping face down, i cannot help myself to keep from pressing the Iron Maiden into the mattress and thus further adding to the pain which eventually leads to me actually trying to make love to the Iron Maiden!
So as i sit here tonight i am sad and disappointed that i am not currently able to be locked into the device. However there is something good happening that will rectify that within the next day or two. i am driving to work tomorrow and that will allow me to stop and try to get a can of blue Plasti-Dip so that can finish making the first ring of the Iron Maiden smooter and less likely to pinch and grab or even abrade my ball sack into an open wound like in the picture on my blog from a couple of days ago. So hopefully within the next couple of days, depending upon how long it takes to dry and adequately encase that ring, i will be able to be locked back inside the Iron Maiden to continue my chasitiy for Mistress Christine!
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
How the Iron Maiden "Caresses" one's manhood
As i indicated both in yesterday's blog along with some of my previous posts, i wanted to include a couple of photos showning what a few days in the Iron Maiden can do to one's cock. As i have mentioned becoming fully erect becomes a very painful ordeal to say the least. In the two photos below you can see some of the "Love bites" of my Iron Maiden. Note that the little dimples are where some of the forty spikes left their impression on me both physically and mentally as well. You can also see the scratches that were etched into my cock as well as my brain as my cock began to engorge and grow to the maximum size that the Iron Maiden would allow. It should also be pointed out that the underside of my cock also beared similar "Love bites."
Monday, December 27, 2010
Friday, December 24, 2010
The Spike Cage gets named
Well last night was another night that is helping me to see what it will be like to take on the the role of permanent submissive to Mistress Christine. As Mistress Christine and i get to know each other better and better i begin to learn more and more about what my life as Her slave will be like. Mistress Christine has already told me face down on the bed with my mouth almost litteraly glued to her pussy will be a favorite position of Hers to have me serving in because of the pleasure and pain dichotomy that will exist between us. Mistress Christine receiving the pleasure and me receiving the pain. It is also clear that serving in that position will be extremely taxing on me, because it is almost impossible for me not to get an erection when i perform oral sex! Needless to say i have already learned first hand that just thinking about such service as that gets me rock hard and my new prison clearly lets me know that orgasms for me will be not possible and in its place will be prolonged, excruciating pain caused by the forty stainless steel points that are constantly digging into my engorged cock, just as they are now, just writing about my experiences. Last night i was awakened twice during the night by the pain of my cock. i found myself in both instances thinking about how i would be able to endure the pain i was experiencing for several hours when just ten or fifteen minutes was hell. No matter what the pain as i contemplate this entire possibility i cannot seem to stop myself from pushing down and up which only serves to drive my cock along and into the spikes all the more. i hate that but the more i want to stop the more i am driven to push even harder. The pain is almost intoxicating just wanting more and more, knowing that there is now way this will lead to an orgasm. It was durning one of these two such sessions that it dawned on me that it was like my cock was locked inside the pussy of the Iron Maiden and i felt like i was consicienously trying to fuck her pussy. That was when i thought that i should from this point forward refer to the Spike Cage by the name of Iron Maiden, but i did not want to determine if that was appropriate or not so i waited to discuss that today with Mistress Christine to see if she liked the name and wanted me to thus call this chastity device by that name. i explained to Mistress Christine that i thought that the new name made me think about how Mistress Christine will be dominating me with her Iron Will. Mistress Christine loved the name so from now on i will only refer to my spiked chastity device as the Iron Maiden. So when ny cock and balls are locked inside Iron Maiden it is like my cock is locked inside her pussy and her pussy lives up to the name that is fitting, becuase her pussy has forty stainless steel spikes which are always in waiting to attack my cock and to punish and torture it without mercy. Being that Iron Maiden has no physical nature to her, she certainly can not listen to any cries for mercy that i may make and pleade for. She simply attacks and causes the points deep within my prison to attack without mercy! no pleading will help just as it will be with my sister inlaw!
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Thursday - The Problem of Pain (or Good vs. Bad Pain)
We my sleep from Wednesday to Thursday morning was another night of excruciating pain only during last night's sleep i was awoken on two separate occasions. Last night again i when i was awoken in the middle of my sleep i was amazed to discover that my cock was so fully erect that it was squeezing out from the sides of the rings that make up the Spike Cage chastity device. i am finding that when i get this hard that it is virtually impossible to make my self relax very quickly at all, especially as i contemplate how much fun Mistress Christine is going to have with me when i am permanently locked into this device with her as my ONLY key holder! i think it was the second time that i was awoken by the pain that i was again flat on my stomach and again i could not stop thinking about the fact that Mistress Christine has already promised me lots and lots of time with me in that exact same position with my mouth locked on her sweet pussy as i eat her for several hours. i know that oral worship always makes me rock hard and i often orgasm just from eating pussy! When i think about all that while i am locked into this prison of pain and denial i know that Mistress Christine will have me EXACTLY where she wants me, me locked in my own world of pain and at the same time Mistress Christine soaking in the wonderful world of pleasure as my tongue works its magic in hours of oral worship. The pain that i experience like this each night is the "Good" pain because it is the kind of pain that is directed at making me a better slave. So as i contemplate what i suffer through each night as i try to sleep, i know and gain insight into how Mistress Christine will derive great pleasure from using my own sexuality against me! i know that each night what i suffer is a foretaste of what i will ultimately endure routinely for Mistress Christine.
Then there is the problem of the "Bad" pain. As i spend more and more time locked inside the Spike Cage chastity device, i am learning a lot about the pros and cons of this device. What i can say is this. i have had the CB-1000, CB-2000, CB-3000 and finally the CB-6000 and now the Spike Cage chastity device. i had issues with all of the CB series of devices and now i have some issues with the Spike Cage device as well. But there is one major difference between the Spike Cage device and the CB-x000 series of devices. The Spike Cage device is an excellent design and far superior to the CB-x000 series. It was designed to last forever and that has never been my experience with the CB-x000 series of devices. Perhaps it is because i am fairly well endowed and i just put too much pressure on the plastic devices that they have all broken on me at one point or another! The problem that i have with the Spike Cage device is not the design of the device, but rather the sub-standard workmanship of the device. i have discovered that it is possible to correct the workmanship issues and when that has been accomplished, i will have a chastity device that can be worn 7/24/365 or as controlled by Mistress Christine as she sees fit! Some of the steps i have taken i have already documented in an earlier post where i talked about adding the vinyl tubing onto the locking ring that goes behind my balls. That was necessary because of the sharp edges on the stainless steel rings that it is made out of. Well today i took another approach to correcting the situation. i found that where the rings attach to the let's call it a "backbone," the stainless steel "loop" that runs straight down the length of the cock on the top and bottom and is used to link all 7 of the rings that form the Spike Cage. Each of the places where the rings join the backbone, there is a weld and that weld is NOT smooth at all and it is not even flush therefore, in addition to the sharp edges of the rings, there are also sharp little corners where the pieces are welded together. Another issue is that all of the stainless steel has never been sanded, or tumbled in a bead polishing unit because each ring has very wavy surfaces from the original machining process. This is apparent especially for the first ring of the Spike Cage that traps the balls in place. All of those sharp edges and corners make it very difficult to just sit in a chair or to walk without some significant pinching and even some cutting of the skin and this is all of the "Bad" pain that i have experienced the past few days. tonight i took time to try filling down the edges of the first ring to see how that will affect the wearing of the Spike Cage chastity device on a day-in, day-out basis. Once the ring was filed down to make the edges and the welds smooth, i then took some 320 grit emery cloth and sanded and burnished the edges of the ring. This evening Mistress Christine and i talked about other courses of action that i can take to further resolve this issue if the steps taken to date do not suffice. What we both agreed on, although only Mistress Christine had the final say, was that i will dip the first ring along with the locking ring into Plasti-Dip to smooth out each edge of the device. We furthermore decided that the color of the Plasti-Dip material will be blue to match the color that my balls will most certainly obtain when i have been locked up for several weeks and especially if Mistress Christine uses a lot of tease and denial on me, which i have every reason to believe that She will, because She has already told me that such teasing is a favorite activity of Hers! So if tonight's work does not do the trick it will be off to the hardware store to buy a can of blue Plasti-Dip for application to the two rings that i have been discussing in my blog. So now it is off to bed and we will see what another night in the Spike Cage will be like. i guess at this point only time will tell so it is time to head off to bed and see!
Then there is the problem of the "Bad" pain. As i spend more and more time locked inside the Spike Cage chastity device, i am learning a lot about the pros and cons of this device. What i can say is this. i have had the CB-1000, CB-2000, CB-3000 and finally the CB-6000 and now the Spike Cage chastity device. i had issues with all of the CB series of devices and now i have some issues with the Spike Cage device as well. But there is one major difference between the Spike Cage device and the CB-x000 series of devices. The Spike Cage device is an excellent design and far superior to the CB-x000 series. It was designed to last forever and that has never been my experience with the CB-x000 series of devices. Perhaps it is because i am fairly well endowed and i just put too much pressure on the plastic devices that they have all broken on me at one point or another! The problem that i have with the Spike Cage device is not the design of the device, but rather the sub-standard workmanship of the device. i have discovered that it is possible to correct the workmanship issues and when that has been accomplished, i will have a chastity device that can be worn 7/24/365 or as controlled by Mistress Christine as she sees fit! Some of the steps i have taken i have already documented in an earlier post where i talked about adding the vinyl tubing onto the locking ring that goes behind my balls. That was necessary because of the sharp edges on the stainless steel rings that it is made out of. Well today i took another approach to correcting the situation. i found that where the rings attach to the let's call it a "backbone," the stainless steel "loop" that runs straight down the length of the cock on the top and bottom and is used to link all 7 of the rings that form the Spike Cage. Each of the places where the rings join the backbone, there is a weld and that weld is NOT smooth at all and it is not even flush therefore, in addition to the sharp edges of the rings, there are also sharp little corners where the pieces are welded together. Another issue is that all of the stainless steel has never been sanded, or tumbled in a bead polishing unit because each ring has very wavy surfaces from the original machining process. This is apparent especially for the first ring of the Spike Cage that traps the balls in place. All of those sharp edges and corners make it very difficult to just sit in a chair or to walk without some significant pinching and even some cutting of the skin and this is all of the "Bad" pain that i have experienced the past few days. tonight i took time to try filling down the edges of the first ring to see how that will affect the wearing of the Spike Cage chastity device on a day-in, day-out basis. Once the ring was filed down to make the edges and the welds smooth, i then took some 320 grit emery cloth and sanded and burnished the edges of the ring. This evening Mistress Christine and i talked about other courses of action that i can take to further resolve this issue if the steps taken to date do not suffice. What we both agreed on, although only Mistress Christine had the final say, was that i will dip the first ring along with the locking ring into Plasti-Dip to smooth out each edge of the device. We furthermore decided that the color of the Plasti-Dip material will be blue to match the color that my balls will most certainly obtain when i have been locked up for several weeks and especially if Mistress Christine uses a lot of tease and denial on me, which i have every reason to believe that She will, because She has already told me that such teasing is a favorite activity of Hers! So if tonight's work does not do the trick it will be off to the hardware store to buy a can of blue Plasti-Dip for application to the two rings that i have been discussing in my blog. So now it is off to bed and we will see what another night in the Spike Cage will be like. i guess at this point only time will tell so it is time to head off to bed and see!
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
5:46 AM - Pain, excruciating pain
Well this morning i was awakened from my sleep with excruciating pain! The pain was not caused by a pinching or a pulling but rather by the fact that my cock had become totally erect and was filling every cubic centimeter of its Spike Cage prison. i had awoken to find myself laying face down on the bed with my my cock directly against the mattress. That was when it hit me like a ton of bricks. Mistress Christine and i had just last night discussed how that was just the position that she wants me in when i am required to eat her sweet pussy for several hours with me locked painfully in my prison. i could only think about how happy Mistress Christine would be knowing that while i squirmed in my bondage with my cock expanded just like this and hearing my moans as She holds my head clamp tight in position while my tongue makes love to her pussy, that all the while my cock was suffering this punishment as the forty spikes dug mercilessly into my cock. This morning at 5:46 AM i discovered exactly what it WILL be like when i spend hours serving my wonderfully sadistic Mistress Christine while suffering in unrelenting pain!
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Tuesday of the first week locked up in the Spike Cage chastity device
i have learned a few things about this chastity device in the past couple of days one being that i thought it had 32 spikes. i was wrong, it has 40, and as i told my Mistress Christine, i have "Discovered" every one of then MANY times in the past few days just thinking about her. She told me that she wishes she knew each and every moment i felt the pain.
i have also come to realize that when i am locked into this device, i don't think that it will be possible for me to achieve orgasm at any time, like i could in other chastity devices. The pain becomes a really big deterrent and all that i can think about is relaxing and reducing the pain it is causing. Mistress Christine said, “That’s hot! i can imagine you down on me ...doing oral and it hurting you omg!”
i did have to take the device off Sunday night and last night it actually fell of while i was sleeping. i am still trying to work out the kinks and getting to know this device. Mistress asked me saying, “Fell off? Dang! So did you jerk off? Play with yourself?” i replied to Mistress, “Mistress i was VERY disappointed, but i realized that i did not have it locked in a tight enough position, and no Mistress Christine, i did not jerk off and i did not play with myself.”
So today i re-did it and made it tighter to see if there are any serious long term affects that i need to work about, like cutting off the circulation. i also discovered today that the steel locking pin is not shaped correctly and that i need to adjust it slightly so that the two little points don't cut into my abdomen. i told Mistress that i am trying to find that perfect balance for long term wear. i will file that locking pin down a bit so the pointed edge does not cute me. i am trying to learn how to get rid of the pinching and pulling and leave it with just the entrapment and the pain from the points as it is designed to provide. i am also finding that different kinds of briefs add different problems. They add pressure and cause pinching when sitting or getting into or out of a car or office chair or couch. my guess is boxers will work the best.
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Sunday of my first week locked up tight
Well i have now been locked in my Spike Cage chastity device for more than 24 hours. I gues that i did not say it but my device arrived at work last Wednesday afternoon and i first tried it later that evening. So after working out the "pinching" issue yesterday morning, i put the device on and locked it shut tight. i was able to meet Mistress Christine online yesterday afternoon and we chatted for several hours. i also was able to show her my new device via my webcam. Mistress Christine and i talked about a lot of things, including several forms of punishment that i have developed for Mistress Christine to use on me. After our discussions, i was thinking more about some of the things we discussed and i found my cock becoming erect and completely filling the Spike Cage which immediately ushered in a wave of intense pain. The pain was not unbearable, but it was quite intense just the same, and that new feeling of pain only made my cock try to swell more, which meant slightly more pain and i realized that i really needed to try and relax to get my cock to try and lose its erection. Several more times during the afternoon Mistress Christine came to mind and each time my cock grew in its painful prision. Even now as i am writing this my cock is once again hard and i feel every one of the 32 points painfully digging into my cock. Mistress Christine and i chatted again later last evening and i later found that our discussions "Primed the pump" for a very interesting night of sleep interrupted by a cock with its own mind. Three times during the night i was awaken with intense pain as my cock engourged and filled its spiked prision. Each time i could only think about Mistress Christine and how much She woould enjoy knowing that i was suffering.
This morning it was off to church, and my cock is still locked away tight in its prison. While at times this morning i found my prison to be a little uncomftable but all in all not to distracting. Sitting and standing to sing or read, at times also caused a little pinch here or there, but quite minor in the grand scheme of things.
i am hoping that i will be able to last a full month locked in my own self-imposed chastity as a tribute to my Mistress Christine. As Mistress Christine knows, one of the real challenges of all this is keeping my secret chastity goals from being discovered by my wife. So far this has gone smoothly. In the past i have had other chastity devices that i have worn for as long as 6 weeks without being discovered, so i am hoping that this goes as well with this new device as i am locked away.
This morning it was off to church, and my cock is still locked away tight in its prison. While at times this morning i found my prison to be a little uncomftable but all in all not to distracting. Sitting and standing to sing or read, at times also caused a little pinch here or there, but quite minor in the grand scheme of things.
i am hoping that i will be able to last a full month locked in my own self-imposed chastity as a tribute to my Mistress Christine. As Mistress Christine knows, one of the real challenges of all this is keeping my secret chastity goals from being discovered by my wife. So far this has gone smoothly. In the past i have had other chastity devices that i have worn for as long as 6 weeks without being discovered, so i am hoping that this goes as well with this new device as i am locked away.
Saturday, December 18, 2010
The first Week
Well i received my new chastity device called The Spike Cage this week from JTStockroom.com and as you can see it is is an awesome design:
Well needless to say, i could hardly wait to try it on and when i did i was surprised how "Roomy" it was which is a really good thing for me because i am fairly well endowed and unlike my previous devices of which i have tried almost all of the CB-x000 devices which were all extreemly difficult to get into and wear for extended periods of time (the longest of which was about 4 months), this device is easy to get into. i did however quickly realize that there is one drawback to this device. Because it is made of flat stainless steel rings i found that the ring that locks behind the balls was very uncomfortable as it had a very sharp pinch almost all of the time. i tried to figure out what i could do to it to mitigate the pinching and any potential long term damage that could result. My first thought was to encase it in some heat shrink tubing, but that did not work very well because it was not flexible enough. So i put the device aside until today when i had a chance to get to the hardware store. There i found a simple solution to the problem and it only cost me about forty cents! I picked up a 6 inch piece of 3/8 ID by 9/16 OD vinyl tubing. i tried to slip this on but it was knid of stiff, but i knew the solution was fairly easy to resolve. i placed the tube in a coffee cup and filled it with water and heated it until boiling in the microwave oven and let it set for about 2 minutes to get soft an pliable. It did slip on all the way onto the ring. one thing that I would suggest if you are doing this in the future is to use a little bit of vegetable oil on the stainless steel ring so that the tubing slides on a little more smoothly.
Once i had the tubing on i tried it on and my immediate reaction was perfect! Absolutely on pinching or sharp edges to deal with at all now. So i am now tightly locked in the Spike Cage. i will add more photos and details on my experiance over the next few days
Well needless to say, i could hardly wait to try it on and when i did i was surprised how "Roomy" it was which is a really good thing for me because i am fairly well endowed and unlike my previous devices of which i have tried almost all of the CB-x000 devices which were all extreemly difficult to get into and wear for extended periods of time (the longest of which was about 4 months), this device is easy to get into. i did however quickly realize that there is one drawback to this device. Because it is made of flat stainless steel rings i found that the ring that locks behind the balls was very uncomfortable as it had a very sharp pinch almost all of the time. i tried to figure out what i could do to it to mitigate the pinching and any potential long term damage that could result. My first thought was to encase it in some heat shrink tubing, but that did not work very well because it was not flexible enough. So i put the device aside until today when i had a chance to get to the hardware store. There i found a simple solution to the problem and it only cost me about forty cents! I picked up a 6 inch piece of 3/8 ID by 9/16 OD vinyl tubing. i tried to slip this on but it was knid of stiff, but i knew the solution was fairly easy to resolve. i placed the tube in a coffee cup and filled it with water and heated it until boiling in the microwave oven and let it set for about 2 minutes to get soft an pliable. It did slip on all the way onto the ring. one thing that I would suggest if you are doing this in the future is to use a little bit of vegetable oil on the stainless steel ring so that the tubing slides on a little more smoothly.
Once i had the tubing on i tried it on and my immediate reaction was perfect! Absolutely on pinching or sharp edges to deal with at all now. So i am now tightly locked in the Spike Cage. i will add more photos and details on my experiance over the next few days
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